been a freaking loooong time since my last update le.. not tat got pple frequent it anyways.. oh well, life goes on..
juz been thru some shitty experiences.. haiz.. tried my best to keep myself out of company politics n yet, it seems tat others want me to be involved.. haiz.. in the end, found myself resigning.. alas, all was not to be.. mgmt offered me another increment and after a turn of some events, i find myself hesitating to go.. was waiting for "THE REASON" to stay but i guess i wun ever get it ba.. only thing i can do is fulfill my own promise to others.. haiz..
juz this past fri, encountered reality again.. try as i might, still end up feeling hurt.. not tat the person intended to but i guess i'm not even worth to play as the third fiddle in his life ba.. after doing so much, i find myself feeling really empty.. feeling so lost n down.. wat can i do?? nth, perhaps, is the answer.. n nth is, most prob, wat i'm gonna end up wif too..
guess the same applies to my love life ba.. trying to win her heart n yet, i cant breach tat last line of psychological barrier.. so shd i continue hoping tat someday things will turn ard??
been thinking a whole lot recently n i find tat i like to hold on to things tat i noe i cant get.. perhaps, it's really time to learn to let go le..
爱情很珍贵；友情价更高?? is this true?? i wonder..