WAHAHA!!! finally pay day!!! haha... went to town to window shop a while, got some manga but realised was super crowded for a fri... think everyone trying to beat GST hike ba... anyhows, tried to get dinner but walk n walk all over till ard 9 plus then decided to juz settle for yoshinoya... long time din have it, so was quite nice ba... haha... then went Watson's to look for some stuff... found the health products i wanted and was shocked when i went to the cashier!!! it was like close to 100 bucks for a bottle of tablets n a tube of glucosamine cream!!! there goes my GST credits... haiz... anyways, made my way home slowly n so here i m!!! haha... ciao!!!

haiz... days have passed n i still cant get over certain things tat have happened... haiz... so sianz... really hoping sth wud happen real soon to make a change in my otherwise boring life... juz glad tat though i've been feeling down, my new student has been keeping me company by chatting on msn... thanks a lot!!! really appreciate the effort n concern... (if only some pple could be like this) haiz...

PHEW!!! such a busy day at work!!! my subordinate was on urgent leave; ended up i alone settle everything... luckily i still had my touch; managed to finish all reports due tml... haha... so tml will be slack day for me le... WAHAHA!!!
anyways, enuf abt work... updates on my life for the past week... major event: NTU grandslam n past vs present, or sth along the line... turns out the event was really really badly organised... disgrace me as a former competitive projects officer... haiz... anyhows, still managed to walk n bowl... haha... even managed a 166 avg... considering the fact tat i havent bowl for so long, quite ok le la... shall be working hard to get myself back into the game... so, to bear, next yr, i promise i shall carry the team once again!!! WAHAHA!!!
been coaching my 2 new students as well... not too bad; making some progress le... amazingly one of them really really makes me feel "touched" at times... very considerate of me... gives me the feeling of the times when i was coaching chin long, my 1st disciple... anyways, since i aredi accepted to mentor them, shall do my best to help them get to the top of their game...
today was a very bz day for me, so after work i juz went taka to grab a few manga n then went to GWC for kenny rogers... tot could meet some pple after their training but then, turns out it wud be better if i juz went home on my own ba... n so i did... tat's y i'm now blogging at 11pm, a time when i'm seldom home... haha...
to my lil' bro, think u have forgotten the qn i posed to u 2 yrs ago (at 163 kopitiam, in the middle of the nite ba)... but then, even without u saying it, i think i got the answer le... kinda disappointed but then, it's ur life n ur choice ba... no hard feelings abt it... now tat u decided to stick to ur no-food-after-8 program, guess it's oso diff to ask u out at nite le... anyways, study hard n stop skipping ur lectures n tutorials le... haha... of all the things to learn from me... WAHAHA!!! kudos!!!
point to add... regarding tat day i got pissed... is cos we were supposed to be out together but u juz talked on ur hp for like 1.5hrs non-stop... was like i was trying to entertain myself... put urself in my shoes: if i asked u out, but i talk on my mobile for half the time, wat wud u feel??? hope u understand... (if u actually remem to read...)

hi all!!! trying to make it a point to update regularly now... =p
thru this week, was kinda sick... down wif inflammation again... seems to be annual thing ba... anyhows, now feeling much better le...
issue at work shd be more or less settled le... but juz waiting for boss to come back from overseas, then gonna get screwed ba... expected liao, so nth to worry abt...
wed went pariss buffet wif louis n weibin (long-lost fren???)... haha... was on me, so my wallet kinda burnt a hole... well, was worth it ba... food was quite ok... but was the company tat counts... we ate n ate for 3 n half hr wor... haha... afterwards, went kim seng wif them... tried to bowl but i guess juz cant make it la... haha...



trying to get back wat i lost a yr back seems pretty diff... esp when there's an event this coming weekend... haiz... trying very hard to get it back, will try even harder for the remaining 2 days of the deadline i have... at least now i'm starting to walk but wif the wrong timing ba... haha...
this week was kinda depressing ba... ended up i ignored quite a few of my sms-es... i noe weibao oso sorta wondering y i never replied him on sat oso... actually i was quite upset cos i remem telling him tat i couldn't mj on thurs but i wanted to on fri... went home quite early on fri n waited but turned out he aredi mj in the day liao... haiz... anyway, not really impt ba... :p
focussing on getting back n helping others to get better is my target for now... tml will still be going to train by myself, prob at westwood... cya...

haiz... my feelings are almost at the bottom of the valley le... dunno wat's come over me nowadays... juz not feeling up to it to get anything done... juz letting life pass me by... is this the way to live??? haiz... knowing i'll never get the answer, i keep asking myself this qn...
trying to pick up my bowling ball again... haiz... it all seems so unfamiliar to me now... wat once was my best comrade-in-arms, now feels like a total stranger... have been trying hard to get it back but juz cant... age perhaps has really caught up wif me le... feeling old n useless... not being able to do things tat i like anymore...
juz when i really need someone to tok to, to keep me occupied, i turn ard n find only a few pple... is this how life is gonna be??? haiz...

my utmost congrats to meow meow!!! really deserve to to be the student i'm most proud of!!! age group singles, doubles n all-events champ!!! a job well done despite not training for so long...
as the event drew to a close, i feel so old cos i met a few pple who claim tat they have watched me bowl at my peak form... haiz... got 2 pple i met i felt like teaching but then, juz feel i dun have wat it takes any more le... well, juz gonna pick up my bowling all over again n gonna try to at least get back 80% of my peak ba... then i more than contented le...
at this point in time, juz feel very odd ba... dunno how to put my feelings down... anyways, will try to steer my life in my desired direction ba... take care, my students n dear frens...