haha... how beautiful dreams r, n how volatile they can be... for my bdae, i received one of the best present i could ever get n yet, less than a week later, i'm left feeling insignificant to others... to all my bros, thx for accompanying me for those times we spent together, thx for the many memories u guys have given to me... but sad to say this here, i'm losing my faith in the word "brothers" le...
i realised at this point in time, tat all i was looking for was acknowledgement of my own existence, achieved when i noe there r pple who care and r concerned abt my feelings... but i guess my thinking only exists in the many comics tat i have read n maybe, in a way, aspire to have a life like tat... in the real world, everyone has his own life, his own things to do, his own mentality n his own perception of wat certain things mean to him... so i guess this is the part which makes us all different n maybe sometimes, cause disagreements ba...
H.K., to u, guess i have to apologise... really sry for forcing u to be my bro... i din noe whether u were willing n i took it into my own hands tat u wud be my bro... guess i was too selfish then, to make light of ur feelings n views... but somehow, now, i feel tat u r in this due to obligation, from those times when i bought u food, when i offered the concern when u had ur cast... i dun want a rship forged out of guilt n debts... i want frens n bros who r really concerned abt how i feel...
weibao, jerome n H.K., i noe it's awfully foolish n bo liao for me to ask of this... but i guess this is really impt to me at this point in time... pls tell me, somehow, whether u guys r still willing to be my bros... in any case, i will respect ur decisions de...