been turbulent times indeed... sometimes juz feel tat it's so diff to let others understand i'm feeling... tried explaining but it juz doesnt work... extended period of depression??? maybe... i'm trying to put an end to it but it seems tat everytime i manage to lift myself a bit, sth happens n the world comes tumbling down on me again... haiz... is it tat i juz care too much??? or i'm not caring enuf??? i dun even noe the answer myself... sometimes really wished i din have a heart to begin wif... then, perhaps i wun be depressed most of the time le...
as long as there's hope, man will survive... but alas, tat is one of the things i'm most lacking of now... where can i find it??? in the convenience store??? nope, tried there le...