really beginning to wonder abt wat i really want in life le... haiz... i juz want frens for company thru my life but juz not getting it... haiz... perhaps time to change my mindset le...
today my "chibi" ask me out for dinner n i actually declined... though it was partially true tat i havent received my salary yet, part of me din wanna meet him at all... juz feel kinda "pissed" ba... get to meet him only like once a month... haiz... rather disappointed wif the answer to my questions... haiz... wat to do??? nth... cos we simply dun belong in the same generation/world ba...
now juz hoping time will pass quickly till the end of this yr... really need to consider my options...