haiz... my feelings are almost at the bottom of the valley le... dunno wat's come over me nowadays... juz not feeling up to it to get anything done... juz letting life pass me by... is this the way to live??? haiz... knowing i'll never get the answer, i keep asking myself this qn...
trying to pick up my bowling ball again... haiz... it all seems so unfamiliar to me now... wat once was my best comrade-in-arms, now feels like a total stranger... have been trying hard to get it back but juz cant... age perhaps has really caught up wif me le... feeling old n useless... not being able to do things tat i like anymore...
juz when i really need someone to tok to, to keep me occupied, i turn ard n find only a few pple... is this how life is gonna be??? haiz...