back here to put down some of my tots... haiz... been quite a "down" weekend for me... juz got my "performance bonus" n apparently, my performance isnt up to the mark, even though i've managed to steer my dept towards a higher efficiency rate than the previous pple tat worked there... feel so injustified... guess effort never adds up to appreciation in the real society ba... anyways, gonna get a new job as soon as my bond is over, which shd be after i get my aws ba...
mood's been so bad tat i've been going places to buy stuff... got plenty of mags n manga from kino on sat since there was a 20% disc storewide for all members... heck!!! i even bought the complete of hana kimi dvds... spent 80+ in under 1hr... haha...
lately feels like life's rather empty again... not many pple contacting me, i oso dun feel like bothering others le... guess is really back to square one after a long time... haiz... time to get attached again??? nah... not wif my current financial status... guess life's gonna be like this for a long long time ba...