hmm... was reading someone's blog juz now... been a while there was any update le... (i've been checking...) he seems to be enjoying life better without my presence ba... or shd i say, does it matter wat i feel at all??? i dunno if i recall wrongly but whenever sth goes wrong, then nth wud be done till i make a move... so does tat make me the odd one out??? hmm... no answer expected... cos given ur stubborn character, i guess u wun make any move wan ba... fyi, i'm oso the stubborn type but cos i cherish the frenship between us, i wud try to put everything aside n pretend tat nth ever happened... but there comes a point when i suddenly feel like some stupid fool trying to salvage sth when u seem indifferent abt things... remem i told u sth abt appreciating pple ard us??? sad to say, whenever i lose control of my emotions n walk off, u wud simply juz let me go... honestly, i wud have been happier had u at least sms me or sth... apart from chibi, even my best fren was worried after seeing my msn nick tat day... but i juz told them i was ok, waiting n waiting for a miracle to happen... however, tat miracle juz din come... so i ask now: deep down in ur heart, how do u define our rship??? once again, i'm not expecting an answer cos i doubt ur masochism wud allow u to give me one...