haiz... wat a wasted weekend... win over hundred at mj juz to lose it all the next day at soccer... oh well, as they say, easy come, easy go... wun dwell on it for long la... haha... met chibi ydae to have dinner then go pasar malam walk walk... not too bad... he seems to be more cheerful now... no need to worry abt him le... haha...
hmm... to L:
from ur blog, i guess ur biggest concern now wud be tat girl ba... dun get me wrong; there's nth wrong wif tat... as long as u r doing things tat u think u wun regret, all is fine by me wan...
i dun believe in flawless frenships de, even wif my best fren... there wud be unhappy incients tat could damage the rship but it was thru those unhappy incidents tat i earned myself the best fren i have now... for many instances (even now), i believed tat it could be the same wif our frenship...
saying (or typing) sorry when things go wrong isnt really a diff task cos i have done it numerous times... i'm not asking u to do anything specific... but it really saddens me tat no matter how hard i try to convince myself, i wud eventually end up concluding tat nth wud be done ba...
sometimes, i juz feel like an extra, juz playing a minor part in a movie called "ur life"... n this is the part which i feel upset abt most... perhaps, to u, frens r juz temporary stops tat u make in the journey called life ba... or at least, tat's the impression i'm getting from u... frens r not merely pple to share happy moments wif... i tot u wud have understood this when i told u abt things deep in my heart... but alas, it was juz a wishful thinking on my part ba...
if u have read my blog posts, u shd noe tat in less than a month's time, i wud be leaving the country for training... perhaps, this may seem unfair to u but if the situation juz remains so till then, think i'll be *heart grey will cold* le... cos i feel tat if i leave this matter hanging in the air, it wud be on my mind throughout my entire training de, sth which i think is unfair for myself...
like wat i said in the past, the ball is in ur court n this time, i'm serious abt it... whichever way u want this situation to move, sth has got to be done le...
Note: for me, i noe u can be a very very good fren de cos u have done it b4... but sometimes, we juz forget tat being frens is not all tat easy... watever u choose from now on, juz remem tat frens actually do last forever wan... but it takes effort from both parties to make it last tat long... really hope all our efforts wun be wasted... <",