back to jot things down, in case pple think i MIA liao... havent been updating regularly... haiz... not tat got no time; more of like dun feel like it ba...
life juz seems to be going nowhere in particular... no short-term goals... haiz... perhaps the only long-term goal is to try to get a degree again... my colleague juz showed a brochure recently n i found one of the courses quite intrsting ---> BSc (pharmaceutical chemistry)... got a strong feeling i gonna go for it ba... but then, job now oso hanging in air... keep hearing rumours tat the boss gonna send me to shanghai for training soon... but juz dun c anything tangible happening... some more if it drags on, i wun wanna go... 1stly, cos after training i gotta sign at least a 1-year bond... 2ndly, i dun wanna spend my bdae away from my loved ones... sth better happen real soon, else i'm really prepared to leave after working there for a year... haiz...
speaking of my loved ones, havent been seeing much of them lately... everyone seem to be busy wif one thing or another... haiz... i noe it's selfish to wanna have company all the time but reality bites... the longing juz gets more n more painful as time draws on... guess my stupid character is once again the root of all my troubles ba... perhaps i shd change it once n for all; maybe then, life wud seem much better ba...