hmm... many things have definitely happened over the past few days ba... 1stly, my WC accts r in the reds again... haiz... making correct predictions but being greedy cost a lot more than i tot... think if it reaches my limit, i gonna stop once n for all le...
well, the outstanding issue has taken a few turns but i still dunno where it's leading me... whether to my much-awaited joy or further disaster... it seems the happy moments juz dun come endlessly ba... still havent woken up from my dream... once again, i plunge into further depths of solitude, yearning for the pple dear to me but yet, nth ever seems to happen the way i want them to... SIGH...
sorry to u if i made u feel tat i'm ignoring u... maybe i'm juz tired, tat's all... but i oso hope it is the case ba... sometimes, i juz feel tat u dun really bother whether i'm upset anot ba, letting me walk away n sink deeper... i rmb a saying: do onto others wat u want others to do onto u; dun do others wat u dun want others to do onto u... think abt this ba n perhaps u could understand wat i wish for...