1st day of exams... did quite badly ba... juz praying the outcome wun be too bad... wud be content wif a B+... haiz... these 2 sems really havent spent enuf time on my studies... too many issues to settle... too many answers i needed to find... oh well... is all karma ba... haha...hmm... juz read someone's blog... finally he realised tat we r becoming strangers once again... but then, for ur info... my baby bro has nth to do wif the pic... is juz an issue btw the 2 of us... true enuf, i dun understand wat u r thinking of nowadays... but then, wud u tell me if i asked??? "cant help it" became my fave phrase cos i decided not to be persistent wif my feelings anymore... i've had quite enuf being the active person in any rship... rite now, i juz wanna sit back n be a bit more passive... though life is not going the way i want, at least i'm not getting as upset as i used to... anyways, i'm not moving oso cos i still havent gotten ur answer... n remem tat i told u b4??? my patience not lasting very long anymore... so instead of pursuing for the answer, taking the back seat wud be a better option...i noe the things tat u have gone thru have hurt u a lot... but then... to me, i feel tat i'm 2nd to AD... maybe cos it's always diff to ask u out... n when i c u out, most of the time u always wif him... but then, i remem u told me u not really "frens" wif him... since u can actually go out wif a "non-fren", i suppose i fall into the category of juz hi-bye frens ba??? m i correct??? though i hope i'm not, reality is telling me otherwise... tat's y till this day i'm still waiting for ur answer... without it, i dunno who i m to u, wat's the rship btw us...
i'm not forcing u to give me an answer immediately but till i can really define the rship btw us clearly, i'll perhaps continue to be passive ba... was juz the same case wif my baby bro... so now i'm leaving the ball in ur court... whether u wanna return the ball or juz let it fly out of the court is entirely up to u... i dun believe in having diff worlds... take my best fren for instance, we only tok to each other once in a while but we oso treasure each other a lot... like my baby bro, who's still younger than u, we oso enjoy each other's company ma... is not abt having diff worlds, think is a matter of communication ba... till the time u decide to tok to me seriously again, take good care of urself ba...