y cant humans be devoid of feelings??? or rather y cant i be devoid of them??? sth i cant figure out... haiz... today was freaking shaq day... slp only 1hr ydae cos needed to study for the cgmp quiz... last minute then noe wan... haiz... lucky the quiz wasnt really tat bad la... not diff to pass... hoping to do quite well oso... then pia cab home to catch some slp 1st... slp from 1500 till 2030... then finish watching my anime... left home abt 2130 in search of my dinner... after dinner went plaza to find out tat the league masters started only at 2000... haiz... shd have gone for it... got 10 pins hcp... oh well, save some money la... haha... but then the incident happened... haiz... my qns to tat person: "do i always got to be the one to initiate a conversation??? do i have to be the one to look for u 1st??? do i even exist in ur world???" think i wun get the answers anyway ba... cos i not gonna ask him n dun think he's even been reading my blog recently... haiz... juz waiting for my heart to become dead... dead till the extent tat i dun have any feelings at all... no joy, no sadness... no expectations, no disappointments... no anger, no depressions... hoping tat day will come real soon cos i think i'm losing my sanity... hahaha... :p