this update, i guess, is dedicated to someone wan ba... hope he reads it real soon ba...
giving up when there's a prob is absolutely a very normal reaction... i too tend to be like tat most of the time... remem when u asked me y i pissed wif pple but i dun say anything??? is exactly the same reaction... when i'm pissed wif someone repeatedly, i can safely say tat i'm ready to give up on tat person liao... like wat u said, as long as we had moments in the past, it doesnt matter how long the rship wud last... of cos, i wud wish for everything i cherish to last 4va... but reality defies this wish of mine... juz as in the case of u giving up bowling... deep down inside, i wud feel sth sour... but it's ur decision, so i cant stop u... however, to pretend tat everything is alrite n continue being frens, think tat is too difficult for me liao... so y not i oso escape from it n juz walk away from it all... at least there wud be memories of those times we spent together ba... u n i r quite alike... as long as we still have memories in our hearts, is enuf for us liao... but to let u give up juz like tat is totally unlike me... tat's y i wud at least make a final effort to persuade u to change ur mind... if all else fails, then sad to say, our frenship wud oso end the day u give up cos u feel defeated...