replying the post in the tag-board... i have never ever compared the skill level among any of my students lor... i oso dun c the need to... which 2 pple can learn things at the same rate??? n wat is the chance of them starting out together??? wat's stopping u is ur feeling of inferiority... if u cant get past this, perhaps u wud rather remain the same as now or even think of giving up again... y compare urself to my students??? most of them, if not all, have learnt from me for more than 1 yr liao... u barely started training wif me n u aredi feel pressure to perform??? this is plain insanity lor... anyways, if i dun perform in the team event later, most prob i gonna surrender liao... i had enuf of all these probs n feelings coming to haunt me over n over again... dunno whether is all intentional anot but i really hate it when the same things keep happening... n to make things better, it all had to recur the nite b4 POLY-ITE, not to mention one week b4 my bdae... perhaps, i'm not even fit to teach anyone anymore... not even fit to teach u... not in the rite frame of mind anymore... tried to slp early juz now but the stupid mind juz refuses to rest... losing to myself n losing myself at the same time... think is really time to give up liao... nothing to look back on anymore... this event has aredi turned my dream into reality liao... a small n simple dream: to have my students playing in the same tournament as me... the only regret i perhaps wud have is not being able to teach u properly rite from the start ba... my deepest apologies... sorry...