here to put down the aftermath of the POLY-ITE doubles event... haiz... super upset cos i feel tat i have done RW an injustice... bowling wif sth on my mind n the result was a sub-par performance, averaging only 188... haiz... y did tat matter have to happen rite b4 the event??? if the person's motive was to get me distracted, then well, congrats... cos u have succeeded... haiz... many things going on in my mind now... dunno when it'll all end... hopefully by the time i wake up tml ba... haiz... anyways, regardless of watever happens, i aredi made up my mind... tml i'll put in everything i have learnt for the past 5 yrs once n for all... take it as a finale for my long miserable 5 yrs of bowling ba... then perhaps i shall put an end to all my misery at long last... can anyone think of wat i've decided to do??? wud anyone be bothered??? hahaha... dun think so... this stupid sport has been nth but a torture... even on the eve of a big event... wat an early bdae present to get... hahaha... MERRY X'MAS...