time's up!!! the deadline was due a few days back... now only back to put down my final thoughts... the past few days have gone by in a very usual manner... which is, the usual upsetting way... much has happened n i'm beginning to understand the situation now... though i dislike it, guess i'm juz a money tree to most of my "frens"... think i was wrong to think tat money cant buy frenship... it's sth tat can be bought wif money... only TRUE frenship cant be bought... guess tat means i have perhaps close to zero true frens ba... hahaha... as the title of this blog suggests, loneliness is perhaps the truest fren i ever had... has never abandoned me over the years... hahaha... thanks!!!
the most often qn i came across over the past few days is "y i'm so pek chek"... one truthful thought... the only grip on life i tot i had was to have frens... unfortunately, things have happened in such a fashion tat i began wondering whether i was rite... suspecting the only grip on life i have, my inner being started to crumble... as the days went by, i felt tat pple were drifting further n further away... tat doesnt only apply to 1 person... haiz... so now, instead of trying pretend to be happy, i juz couldnt care less liao... n some pple actually think it's funny... wat a joke!!! HA HA HA!!! beaten by the situation, guess all i can do now is to juz move back into my world of solitude... a world of self-being n self-caring... anyways, will anyone care??? HA HA HA!!! dun have to even think abt the answer anymore...
True frens r hard to come by... till now, think i have only 2 ba... haiz...