one thing to clarify... i not here to update on my life... haha... i'm here juz to put up a post for someone to read...
well, 1st thing, dun be sad juz cos the rship din work out... things like this r bound to happen... though it hurts to let go, it's still a process... i believe everyone loves their partner a whole lot... but it cant be compared wif a scale of 1 to 100 wan... furthermore, to be honest, u cant be sure tat she'll be the one for u till the end of time ba... anyways, wat's gone juz let it pass lor... does no one any good to hang onto a rship tat has failed...
2nd thing, regarding ur life, no one can run it for u... but i have only one piece of advice for u... watever decisions u make or watever u do, give it ur best shot right from the beginning... dun try to salvage the situation only when u feel despair... same goes for ur bowling...
3rd thing, though i think u dun c me as a good fren, i'm more than willing to listen to the probs u face... seriously i dun feel it's an invasion of personal space... if i din care abt how my frens feel, i wun even bother to ask... only wished tat u could have told me more things abt urself... in life, u cant be oblivious to every emotion tat u have... sorrow, happiness, joy, anger... watever it is, once u choose to be oblivious, u r nth more than an escapist... trying to escape from urself... trying to bluff urself into thinking tat everything is alrite... u once asked me y i was so upset over small matters... the reason is cos i felt tat if i dun do anything abt it, it wun disappear... time only heals wounds but does not cover them... wat's worse is tat if left untreated, a wound wud juz decay n infection will occur... if frens share only happy moments wif u, then there's no point having frens anymore... frens r ard to help share ur woes too...
at the end of reading this, i hope u wud feel at least a bit better... or even think abt toking to me regarding ur probs... i taught u bowling not cos i wanted u to be my student... i wanted u to be my fren n from a fren's point of view, u needed help in ur bowling n so i offered my help... tat's all there is to it...