stupid!!! stupid!!! stupid!!! tat's wat i m... took me so freaking long to realise this... haiz... y m i always the fool??? did all those studies go down the drain??? haiz... the more i think abt it, the worse i feel... haiz... dunno wat i'm supposed to do now... y m i always at the beck n call of others but in the end, i juz wait n wait meaninglessly??? juz wat the hell is wrong wif me??? m i being too nice??? or being too kind??? watever it is, it's juz getting me more n more upset... dunno y someone wud act like this... juz cos i seem to be very free??? today was the last day of my hols n i wanted to settle some outstanding matters wan... but then, i had this stupid concept tat someone needed me ard n so i juz hung out a while longer... alas, it was juz me n my stupid mind... seems like nobody needs me ard at all... think it's really time to carry out all my plans liao... getting more n more pissed as i continue typing... wtf!!!
When a dormant volcano is aggravted into explosion, the outcome will be devastating... prepare urself for the unleash!!!