hmm... let's c... where do i start??? the 1st thing today is go BP to try to solve my new ball prob... not too bad ba... managed to get back more or less my timing... then practised a bit wif L... maybe it's my wishful thinking but i'm starting to c certain changes liao... later went down to mos to review for my fragrance chem... realised actually there's only a bit left for me to cover to get myself fully prepared... but gonna play safe n go thru everything again tml ba... after going my revision, went upstairs again n realised tat there was a funbowl for NTU... kenna jio by them, so i went ahead lor... juz wanted to get more familiarised wif my rampage... had a bad playful start but then ended wif a 203 avg... got 2nd runner-up... haha... another win over someone whom i consider an unworthy opponent... WAHAHA... in the nite, started to play for my pin 10 again... realised the lanes were a tad too dry for tat... then started to bet on my strikes... haha... 1st time i was confident enuf to play wif so bad odds... strike win 9, 8 lose 12, 9 lose 4, anything else lose 3... hahaha... tat last game sure killed the bookie... won enuf to cover the cost of my league masters tml evening... *celebrations!!!* guess the rampage is really a good buy now... covered almost half of its cost over 2 days of bowling wif it only... haha...
after struggling wif my inner self for the past few days, i realised sth is happening ard me... sth tat is perhaps holding me back again... maybe the person doesnt realise this but i'm now contemplating abt things liao... however there's still one unresolved matter remaining... this thing will perhaps be the last deciding factor over my moving out of BP ba... until i gather more abt this matter, i'm still in the hesitating zone for now... until then, i'll still be in passive n heck care mode... for now, earning money is one of the more impt things now... though my best fren still tops the list of my concerns... think sth isnt rite but cant really figure it out... hope we get to tok again real soon ba...
In the game of life, we win some, we lose some... however, there must exist tat win-win scenario, one which i wud hope to achieve... even though i noe i shd not be so greedy...