hmm... today a bit too bo liao... went BP then hand got itchy n drilled the ball i wanted... haha... not too bad... still can score 256 n avg of 200+ over 9 games... haha... guess it was a good buy though the thumb a bit stuck... will try to get it rite by tml ba... then can aim for the league masters on tues liao... wahaha... not too bad... played 9 games at nite to fight for money... had quite a few pin 10 n won quite a few doubles... end of the day, still win abt 20 after deducting game money... haha... long time never so shiok liao... wahaha...
back to the matters at hand... there can be plenty of reasons to be busy... but if u can be busy until the state of not being able to afford even 30mins in a week, then i think tat wud juz be excuses... call me "not understanding", i dun really care... cos the truth speaks for itself... if u really think i'm unreasonable, perhaps tat spells the end of everything tat has happened between us... hmm... maybe there wasnt anything to start wif in the 1st place... i'm not even asking anyone to keep me company... all i'm expecting is a simple follow-up wif wat is going on wif me... wat's worse is tat there is time to leave a tag without even reading my blogs... then wat's the point in visiting my blog??? perhaps it was an error to tell pple my definition of pple whom i consider r impt to me... it juz hurts me more when i noe tat perhaps i'm not impt to them at all... end of the day, i begin to question even whether i have any pple whom i can call frens... i was wishing it was a pure misunderstanding but in this fearsome game of life, the truth always hurts... though i feel perhaps it only hurts pple who really care ba... so perhaps is juz tat i'm caring too much... so the solution shd be to bo chup everything from now on... juz concerned wif my bowling n my studies now... everything else??? perhaps juz hitchhikers i pick up along this long journey of life ba... though i dun think i'll be taking any more passengers liao... juz like my dream car, the nissan skyline... my life is juz a simple 2-seater...
Friendship is a COMMITMENT between 2 pple... meaning tat both parties have to care for one another... when only one party is concerned, then wat difference is it from unrequited love???