F*** the F***ing school system!!! received a notice of poor attendance for skipping a lesson when the lesson was postponed n nobody told me when it was postpone to!!! F***!!! then my parents saw the letter n started to screw me again about the study stuff (AGAIN!!!)... seems like no matter how good my grades r, they juz dun c it... then when i fail to attend any lesson, then they'll be prepared to give me a thrashing!!! tok abt fairness at home!!! HAHAHA!!! getting 7 A's (including 2 Dist) for 2 sem seem to have totally no effect to show that i'm really studying... then my mum juz kept rattling on abt my sec sch frens n how well they doing now... then how different i m from them now... she keeps saying that she's saying all this is cos she wants me to study for my own good (i noe that aredi!!) but everytime she'll juz mention the part abt her feeling disgraced in front of her frens cos i'm a dropout from U... so does this convince me abt her point of view??? my answer: A BIG FAT HAHAHA!!! everytime it seems like she's more concerned abt her own "face" than abt how i feel!!! ask me y i always stay out so late... tell her i cant study at home cos got no proper place n cos my F***ing brother will either turn on the bloody tv very loudly or turn off the lights whenever he wants to slp (even when it obvious that i reading)... but she'll juz ignore wat i said n keeps on rattling that i NEVER study n stuff... F***!!! feel so maligned but cant do anything... can only shut up n take it all... so unfair n indignified...